Tuesday, December 08, 2009
My Life.Dream.Future....... /6:26 PM
K it has been a week since i've been blogging....actually i am not that bizy is just that i need time to rest my mind.I admit its difficult being away from my secondary school friends.As in i am all alone in RP.Having friends with different mindsets in serious shit.DIFFICULT!!!!.k ppl who knows me...really know what i have in mind.I dun know...i am person who is very ambitious.All i have in mind is just to achieve what i want.the only 3 things that is important is my life,my dream,my future.
Things that is consisting in my life is,Me,My close friends and my family especially mom and sis.
Talking bout friends.I dun know.I really happy with what i have now.But having new people in my life,me myself got to change to fit in wif them.To some BGR is important,to some lepaking is important,and to some money is important.I actually dun have any problem who thinks what important in their life.But for me,if i consider someone as a friend not jus a friend but close friend meaning you are the choosen one and you are special to me.But it seems that you can't see that i am here trying my best to be a friend but there you are.....ehmmm...k i dun wanna dwell about it...i actually get your point friend.Its a indirect way to say" i dun need your comfert, i know how to handle this cause i am big enough".So ya no worries i got you point and i am taking a few steps back and i am going to leave you alone for a moment.But remember if you need me jus msg or call me..and trust me i am not like others who just say" kalau kau pape,dun worry picit je aku"trust me i will be there,if it even takes me to wake up at 3am and cycle to your viod deck.i will do it.
Lets proceed,MY dream......haha...call me a dreamer....but true...yes i have alot of dreams that complete and some yet to be complete and some still pending.For me to get this far to poly.Was not a easy journey.Yesterday in class during CREATIVE CONCEPT.i almost cried but ya...hell no...actually i told my grpmates about how difficult it was for me to get this far in life.I believe that Everyone have stories of their own.Thanks to my primary sch teacher who believe in me...and give me a chance in life.If its not because of her i would'n be able to make it to NA stream and not even poly.Another thing is that i am fortunate to have a sister who sacrifice A LOT...for me...when i think about her story i will always cry.cause i think i am fortunate to have a sister who put her dream of continue schooling away just to led me ,her brother to achieve his dream.Now my dream is almost complete,I got top student for my malay O'levels just like her.and i make it to NA stream. and i am happy to make it to poly.i swear i will workhard.i will get there to achieve my dream and give you and mama a life that we never had.Thats my promise...
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Sunday, November 29, 2009
Testing...Testing........Check out some of my test shot... /5:35 PM
haha...Above are some of my test shot....using my New wife....aniwhOOO i heard that when i am in year two i got to do this call Portfolio Development....so ya i thought why not start now.....so yea....
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You Are The Music In me...... /5:30 PM
Yesterday i basically spent my day with my bro's.....haha it was fun sia...we basically was playing guitar the whole afternoon...shooting and yelling our ass off at the park...finally i could catch up in thier TP life...aniwea...alhamdulilah....due to their help I manage to complete my song.....THANK alot Bros.....the video of the song has been uploaded in FB...so ya go check it oUT...
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Sunday, November 22, 2009
New Camera......time for Mwah....to take PIchas... /7:40 PM
3rd place
2nd place
1st place
So above are some of the bst picture of me i recently took...i know very vain...but serious shit i need a decent photo for my DP for MSN and FB..so ya out of the 241 photos i took only 10 can make it..haha..the other piches is either i look like a BLACK drag Queen or i look fugly....so ya...above are the piches and i have rank the top 3 for me la MY BEST PICTURES.....
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The small details of my life.....that you remember made me feel so appreciated in your life... /6:52 PM
First and foremost.....i wanna say to My sygs....BANYAK LA KORG NYER CONTENT OF THE CARD Tak SEDIH!!!!!....i cried when i read all of them you KNOW!!!!belambak tissue aku pakai....Aniwea my mom called me BUNGE siol...wth...haha...ya i am really touched by them not due to the fact that they bought me presents and such(but i appreciate it alot)but it more on the small details they remember about me such as what are my dream?my favourite colour?my favourite things??and more...Seriously all this small details that made me relised how much you MANGKOK appreciate me....like i always say...i dun ask for my friends to pluck me the stars in the skies or even collect the cloud so i could sleep on it...i just want you friends to remember this small details about my life and appriciate me by asking how am i doing and such...so ya....I love u ppl to the max....thanks for everything again...NEXT TRIP WILL BE ORGANISE BY MUAH!!!!!SO YA...WE ARE GOING TO THE ZOO!!!! BITCHES!!!...so wait.....till than BYE
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My YeLLOw...18th Bday Bash!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! /6:22 PM
HAha….suprize….i am back…haha…yesterday was my suprize…Bday party done by My sYgz…WHHOOOO…haha…funny part…it was morning…when I lied to aqilah tat I already bored the bus but actually I was still at home wearing my shoe…haha so I almost spoilt their suprize when I saw aqilah and zaimah under my void deck haha…the look on their faces.PRICELESS DOK!!!…but ZUL lied to me that afiq got camp so they are celebrating my bday next week…so I believe…Skali when we reach taxi stand aqilah took out her scaft then they blind fold me and push me inside the taxi..aqilah plug in her ipod to my ear…so I cannot listen to them talking to the taxi driver..SHIT U…haha I was blindfolded the whole time siol…until we reach there….haha it was SO SO SWEET firstly every one wore YELLOW…my favourite colour…hehe…than there was this “altar” which they call it bandstand well decorated with yellow balloons….with my big picture on the entrance…than having this cutting ribbon ceremony for my entrance…we all had this topeng which for mine one look more lyke a crown and ya huda made me this sash “BIRTHDAY BOY” haha so sweet rite..I KNOW…There was Cup cakes with our name on it…Food and drinks….And more yellow stuff…hehe I LYKE…A LOT…hehe..I can say this was the GRANDEST BDAY I HAD….hehe…but the touching part was when I got home and theres more to just a party there was presents…OMG…I was lyke…OMG…Seriously I think they spent A LOT already sia…and WHAT GOT PRESENT…bukan tak tau nak bersyukur la BUT…omg and the present SIAK arh bukan murah seh….OMG….aku saying Korg with all my heart…but actually I do appreciate all you guys and gurls have done…but what I actually one just 2 things…you people always be my friends…and we spent time together cause for me that is enough...seriously..all I need is just friendship from you guys and I think you guys have done a lot for me…
For Zul and Aqilah: I love you guys so much…We 3 been through a lot and for us to come this far I think It is a very big accomplishment…6 years encounting….
For Huda,Zaimah and Sad: I love you guys to0…thanks for always being there when I need you thanks for all the sacrifice you made…and thanks for tolerating to my nonsences…haha
For Afiq,Hafiz and Adzim:I love you Bro’s too much hahaha…no la…gurau je..haha Thanks for completing my life…you remember the time that I lost Mr T…you boys were there helping me..Cheering me up with your guitar tune…Thanks a lot Bro’s
Last…hope our friendship will continue….With love WanDi….
P.S:Now at this moment as I was writing the time is almost 2am…so ya I am going to read the card you people made for me and go to sleep..haha Bye…..
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Friday, November 20, 2009
Faking a smile in a picture is easy...but its not that easy when i see your face..... /5:58 PM
i posted something....but thinking it over...ya....i think its better to give you to guess how i feel....ehm....i dun know i just wanna cry rite now i miss AFIQ,AQILAH,ADZIM,HAFIZ,HUDA,ZUL and ZAIMAH....i feel so alone...here...
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Thursday, November 19, 2009
No school!!!!! /4:18 PM
Today basically i dun attend school.....SHIT....my 2 weeks of missing grade is over for COGnitive Module....aniways...today i heard from my classmates that today ppt no word is suppose to be presented...merepek sia...k basically i was sick today...tats y i dun attend school...today...UT result for cognitive is OUT....haha i got a C+..haha..expected sia...cus i know i am not good at doing test...Just now chatted wif JINNS...they are planning for a BBQ + Camping(Overnitela tu)...on 15 december...which is on a tuesday first day of holiday...i am going but not sure i am overniting our not...cus i promised my mom...if i overnite for cikgu's chalet which is 3 days 2 nite i will not overnite at other gathering....but see first la...not promised...but i promised i will go la...DUH!!!!....i am currently listening to taufik batisah song....Holding ON...ehmmmmmmm random and tak perlu k i know...actually i was planning to go out with my new wife...but it seems that cuace mencemburui kiter...haha...i have been reading most of my friends blog....updating myself wif what's happening in thier life....ehm nothing much.....k gtg..bye peeps...
P.S: Dear you.. i just read yur blog....no worries everything will be OK...trust me...
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Wednesday, November 18, 2009
The pelamin....last Sunday Wedding...Con't.... /7:52 PM
Talking bout taste level...OMG...i just got this Pic as Zul post it at FB...OMG...this was the pelamin that i was talking about...nice rite...very raje-raje but still modern....i like the earthy colour combo green and brown...very the bedok green sch flag sia...aniwea ya tats all k fine i am going hm....biler siol nak smp uma...haha
P.S: I will be waiting for Zul's wedding in 9 years from now...haha...fyi anak sedara kau afiq CUTE CAN....haha(sori tak mintak izin for curik ting gmb and ya i like the effect of the gambar of blakang blur...now i know where the idea of ASK THE PEOPLE TO MOVE idea came from haha)
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Yesterday & Today....??? /7:28 PM
Look at my pictures you can tell that i am having mix feelings....haha basically k i dun know why i am upset bout something.I wanna ran away from it but i can't.But the question what and who am i running away from???LOL...funny rite...k...i got to rescrewed my brain or maybe ask hafiz to rewire the circuit in my brain haha...aniwea like i say in my previous post i dun want to talk about "THAT" thing again....this is what happened when we talk about that thing...SHIT...aniweas....In class....where people are having a boring and draggy day in class....sori to say friends STA students is having a hell of fun...BUT it seems like everyday is project + ppt...yesterday was WEB and NEW MEDIA module...so researching about how can we do broadcast from a earthquake area....to me it was fun..glad that my group pull through and manage to produce a ppt which is decent and cohesive..Today haha...was the fun part...we need to do a instructional video on HOW TO USE A VENDING MACHINE...interesting shit rite....haha...i am glad that we had fun doing the whole thing especially doing the storyboard haha...aniwhooo...another fun part was the recording part...everybody was staring at me(not in a good way)and laughing....i am actually trying to upload the video at FB but FB is kinda bitch rite now...so ya...so now just finish my RJ....and oya..NEWSFLASH...i got my FIRST B for Cognitive module....I hate my new faci...Spoil my A grades sia...SHIT U....nevermind...in your decent yet alot of spelling error comment you say you want me to talk more rite u better be prepared tommorrow cus i am going to talk and talk and talk until the point of time you ask me to shut up...haha...k then till than...see u peeps tommorrow...
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Monday, November 16, 2009
Let it be the last.......please.... /7:29 PM
i thought i said to myself i dun want to talk about it anymore....but y must i bring out that topic again...it is damn childish sia....omg....SHIT...next time got to remind myself....got to really drill inside my head wat my alter ego told me....i rearly laugh/smile(except taking pichas) rite now dun know why but ya.....please? any clowns out there?help me!!!....i want back the old me(ISMILEY..wat they use to call me back in Sec sch)....please come back.........
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Zul Bro's wedding & My bday mini suprise!!!!! /1:26 PM
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Me and My New Wife....... /12:31 PM
Yesterday nite was one of the best bday celebration ever….haha…thanks kak shikin for the wallet(its purple and I love it) and the shoe(it yellow which is my favourite colour)…and also the pizza….and the forever my favourite triple chocolate truffles cake from the ROYALS….another thing is that I WOULD like to welcome my new “wife”…..haha…my new camera…FUJIFLM FINEPIX S1500…..i called it my mini DSLR…..Thanks to mama...I love u so so much…haha…now I got to learn how to used it…I tell u it is not that easy sia….everything need to be set on your own from the aperture to the shutter speed to the ISO…mampos….now I am still reading the manual….and applying what I learn in class….aniwea…it not the gifts that make me really happy but the quality time we had as a family eating and laughing together…now it is official I am calling my family a complete family….Fyi….I AM LEGAL PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!whOOOOOO!!!!Here presenting my NEW WIFE!!!!!!
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